Colleen Is Still At Paraquad, Inc. & Nobody Is Gonna Fire Her Racist Ass Over Facebook

Colleen Is Still At Paraquad, Inc. & Nobody Is Gonna Fire Her Racist Ass Over Facebook

This video blog mainly addresses Colleen’s cyberbullying behavior and racial discrimination against Nisha Fullmoon Chand. Interesting Facts: Colleen used to be her boss, Nisha, to work for her at Paraquad, Inc.

Waving my hand at you!

Hello! This is me; my name is Da’Shawn Owens. You already know who I’m, right? I — (Inwardly thinking) Anyways… Finished with my name, now putting that aside for the moment. I hated the introductions every single time on YouTube! Recently, you might have seen my previous YouTube vlog about Colleen Eagan Burdiss. She suddenly BLOCKED me on Facebook!


I want to INFORM you that I’ve already spoken to Colleen’s boss at Paraquad, Inc. Her name is Kimberly. I have difficulty communicating with her because the quality of my webcam device in the MacBook Apple laptop is blurry, frozen, and glitchy. I tried my best to keep up with Kimberly on the Video Phone. But… I know it didn’t matter to you when I obtained the information from the Video Phone interpreter. I think that’s good enough for me because this interpreter can hear what Kimberly really said on the phone. Kimberly (finger-spelling) said she finished — (paused from using sign language) “investigating” — Really – Not really did her research, but she reviewed — um. The bylaw policies of Paraquad, Inc. She said she reviewed cyberbullying or HIPPA violations on Social Media and told me that she only had seen the comment “you’re a murderer” targeting Nisha Fullmoon Chand.

An Indian-Immigrant woman smiling and holding a big grey rabbit in her arms. She is in a background of Christmas tree. Red shirt with flora design on it.

NISHA FULLMOON CHAND. An Indian-Immigrant woman was smiling and holding a giant gray rabbit in her arms. She is in a background of a Christmas tree. Red shirt with floral design on it.

Yeah, now you know why Colleen is poking fun at Nisha. So, yeah! That’s why I called her out for being a KAREN RACIST! I only had seen Colleen’s cruel comments on Nisha’s posts on Facebook with other WHITE women who also backlashed my non-white friend and only a small number of men who are viciously siding with Colleen.

Most of them are white, though!

Now you see why I assume Colleen and her flying monkeys are racists towards Nisha on Facebook. Where are black people, Asians, Indigenous, or POC that don’t like Nisha on Facebook? None of the BIPOC community has joined with Collen and others to taunt my friend, NO ONE! You wonder about that, right? Isn’t that a bit curious and odd, right?

Her flying monkeys kept telling me, “No! Colleen ain’t no racist! She can’t be! She just loves animals!”

Well, just to let y’all racists know, I DON’T CARE about Colleen’s love for animals because it’s NOT the point of my video blog! My point is… Colleen should’ve thought twice before blurting bullshit out of her mouth on Facebook! She’s just too much “unnecessary harassment” to my non-white friend! I know how exactly she is! Colleen always loves to brag about her trophy wins as if capturing the biggest sizable fish in her hands to show the world that she can destroy you at one time and then the next on her list.

And — secondly — um (thinking awkwardly).

Now you know why I called her out. I already took screenshots of her comments in my computer files as I told Kimberly I could easily show her the evidence. Kimberly told me “no,” and is NOT interested in seeing the screenshots as “evidence.” She just looked at Colleen’s comments, and that’s all she ever did!

Kimberly sighed and said, “Well, from what I’ve seen on Facebook, Colleen didn’t say the N-word, but the murderer is all I see. From my understanding, this is just between two women. It is not really related to the ethic codes in Paraquad. I don’t feel that she violated the confidential rights of Paraquad Inc.”

I told her on the video phone, “Yeah, I know, but still, Colleen and Nisha used to work together at Paraquad, Inc. That’s how they knew each other from the past. It’s considered to be related to work because Colleen never takes her liking to Nisha since 2008.”

Colleen still holds her grudges against her since 2008!

I felt like Colleen is looking for retaliation against Nisha whenever she sees her on Facebook. I know Nisha has her own flaws and personal problems. She’s NEVER that perfect! She makes mistakes like everyone! I’ve known Nisha since 2013, and I don’t see her as an animal abuser. NO! That’s NOT who I’m looking at!

I don’t really remember seeing Nisha use the knife to attempt to attack or make threats against anyone in her animal-based services. I don’t really remember seeing my friend beating up or kicking her animal pets as I disagree with her enemies. That’s NOT how I remembered my friend while working for her. This is NOT her. When Colleen saw Nisha on KSDK News on TV, she decided to get involved and made matters worse for her! Colleen should’ve stayed away from Nisha’s mess!

Keep it to yourself if you don’t have anything nice to say!

It’s NEITHER her business NOR her problem to get involved. Colleen should focus on spending her energy with what she’s doing at home, at work, or whatever shit in her life! Luckily, Colleen still has her job at Paraquad, Inc. Her boss wouldn’t fire her racist ass.

I told Kimberly, “Colleen blocks me on Facebook because she used to be my case manager. So, she made her personal boundaries around me, and I understood that. Ironically, why didn’t Colleen block my friend on Facebook, too?”

This is what I don’t understand! IF YOU HATE HER SO MUCH, what’s wrong with the Facebook menu, you have on your phone? Is that hard to block Nisha, no? She could’ve done many things better than verbally attacking my friend. Nisha should’ve blocked her on Facebook the same way Colleen blocked me! I still can’t figure out why they can’t block each other in the first place. That is another weirdest part of my vlog right here! So, what’s the point of having dramatic arguments in the first place, anyway? Why waste time arguing with somebody you don’t like? If I were Nisha, I would block C from the beginning of time. If I were the C lady, I would do the same! I would’ve ignored her. Why bother? Whatever their beef going on is, that ain’t gonna fix any shit! Colleen won’t get along with Nisha on Facebook as they both wasted time on all that mess.

So, you see, to me, this is ridiculously stupid!

I felt like the catfight drama between two women was unnecessarily crazy, like a wildfire rage in a California forest. I don’t care if people on Facebook have different opinions, but at the same time, I understand that people in Missouri have had severe issues with Nisha in the past. I have known her for 5 years now. Nisha had been helping me go back to school and college, and in many ways, I didn’t know about myself, and she taught me about animals. I kept learning new things from her every day. Guess what? Let me tell you something.

I have been a full-time member of Iorek-Skaat since August 2013.

I didn’t want to join the “Iorek-Skaat” at first, NOT really, NO! Can you guess who convinced me to join? My mother! Did you know Nisha didn’t want me to work with me? She didn’t want me when I first met her. I wasn’t aware of what was happening with the previous non-profit business. The previous one she was in was already shut down and became forgotten in the early summer of 2013. Then in August, Iorek-Skaat became the new name.

She said she recently started all over again from a rough draft scratch with a new name for a non-profit business.

Between 2011 and 2013, I wasn’t there with Deaf people when all the chaos broke loose. I wasn’t there at that time. I was new in August 2013. I was the only Deaf person in the Iorek-Skaat because Nisha stopped recruiting deaf volunteers after the old one in early 2013. She only wanted to work with hearing volunteers. My mother heard about Nisha for the first time with 7 college degrees after studying for 22 years. She was beyond impressed by her academic intelligence!

She begged Nisha, “Please help my son return to school! He just dropped out of two colleges recently in Spring 2012 and Fall 2012. My son got depressed and stopped wanting to go back to school because he didn’t feel like it.”

My mother begged me to stay at Iorek-Skaat because she thought Nisha would help me enroll in the school. Nisha heard her and agreed I shouldn’t give up on academic performance. I recalled pretending to listen because I didn’t care. I was too caught up in my own shit. My mother wants her to be my role model for returning to school.

Nisha told my mother, “I can’t accept him as a volunteer to work with me.”

My mother wouldn’t stop harassing her until Nisha reluctantly accepted me. She said, “Okay-kay, I’ll help him.”

Nisha wasn’t friendly to me at first, no. All we did was take time to get to know each other and let our relationship grow once a day. Many months later, Nisha started seeing the hidden gem-potentials and talent in me.

Nisha said, “I didn’t know that you have unseen skills.”

Why? BJC and other mental health services don’t think I can be successful in the future. They always doubted me. Who do you think someone advocated for me? Who?!


She later believed in me, so she had many ideas for me and was like, “I think you should be a lawyer, and why not?” “What about this one?” “Why don’t you just give it a try?”

She kept challenging me to do something I had never thought of before. Nisha is the only woman who saw hidden gems in me but nobody else. Not even from the Deaf community, no! Not many people believed in me, not really, no. Who do you think someone believes in me?


Now you know why I’m defending Nisha on Facebook! I do have her back when she has my back. No one did protect her as she defended me. The deaf community in Missouri really hates my guts and never liked me. They won’t help me. Nisha went to Paraquad, Inc for me to meet with Vocational Rehab counselor Emily Borgel, Colleen Burdiss, and Irvine Stewart. She went there for me. She defended me while no one believed in me. These three people come from three different agencies in Saint Louis, Missouri, specializing in the deaf community. Nisha tried to convince them about my hard-working skills, but neither believed her nor me! Irvine Stewart, Emily Borgel, and Colleen Burdiss never thought I had any talent or hidden gemstones. Nisha was the only one who advocated for me at the meeting that occurred at the Paraquad, Inc.

These three people come from three different agencies in Saint Louis, Missouri: Irvine Stewart, Emily Borgel, and Colleen Burdiss.

These three people come from three different agencies in Saint Louis, Missouri: Irvine Stewart, Emily Borgel, and Colleen Burdiss.

If NOT for Nisha, I wouldn’t have succeeded without her. I’ll NEVER forget what Nisha did for me. I can’t just backstab her on Facebook. I can’t. Of course, we all know how Nisha is. We all know Nisha has her own personal issues, but at the same time, she did what she thought was best for me. So, I felt happy and satisfied with what she did for me. I’m NOT really scared of Nisha, no. That’s NOT the point. I can leave her or quit Iorek-Skaat at any time I want to. I returned to help volunteer again because she needed my support. She did support me many times, so I did her several favors. This is how I repaid and thanked her with my respect.

I remembered you telling me 5 years ago: “Hey! Don’t post this on social media! Bad idea!” That’s kinda funny because you’re doing the same thing I did now. I was your client at that time, and you were my caseworker. You always taught your clients what to do and what NOT to do.

Our roles are now reverse cyber-bullying, which is totally weird! You’re the hypocrite who instructs the clients not to comment on social media when you do the same in reality! Why are you lying to your clients if you know what’s not appropriate to say on social media?

Your boss and Paraquad decided to keep you on the job.

That made no damn sense! You’re the most dishonest person I have ever met! You, also, ain’t that good at being professional! You are bad for business! What is the most surprising part job? I’m like, okay-okay. That is weird. I guess we’d have to wait and see until you fuck up. Next time you fucked up, I knew I was right! I wouldn’t be surprised if your racist ass got fired.

Who knows what’s going to happen next? Wait and see! Trust me, you can’t shock me. PEACE OUT!!!

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